I
was tired of living, and I badly wanted to end my life. That was my secret for many years.
I always smiled in front of everyone, but when I was alone, I became my own worst bully. I took away all the love I had for myself, let others win over me, and allowed their insecurities to steal my happiness, confidence, and sense of self. I carried all the blame inside me.
For years, I thought I wasn’t blaming anyone in my heart, yet I still couldn’t recover from the pain it caused me. I drowned in self-pity, replaying the pain over and over like a broken record. I even resented some people for not guiding me when I needed it most.
I was full of hate, trapped in a narrow view of people, the world, and myself. I thought I was the kindest human being—so why did life keep hurting me? My only escape was to bully the person staring back at me in the mirror.
…Oops! But that was many years ago.
I no longer know that girl. She’s gone. Until one day, she woke up—smarter, stronger, and unstoppable.
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